I’ve just been studying, like most usual days, trying to keep my parents happy and me out of trouble.
F has been making things hard on me, and for once, I feel like I’m caring a lot less than I did last year.
I think it’s because I’ve realized that this is the last year to make the most of it, and that I should just enjoy senior year, no matter what comes in my way.

So many things to come in October!
I’m super excited.

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I’m so excited for HC and our Halloween party!
It’s going to be so much fun!

I don’t really know how to act around F anymore.
I feel like we’ve grown apart so much, there’s nothing left to say.
The distance between us keeps growing, but I can’t say it’s my fault.
Time after time, I made myself believe that one day, it was going to go the way I had hoped it would.
But it never really happened.
I’m losing faith, and I’m losing patience.

I think it’s just time to move on.
One more year…
…and I’m gone.

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